07.02.2007 - 9:50 AM
So, summer is here and I have an idea that I should feel something about that, but really, my enthusiasm for summer diminished once my school days ended and July and August no longer meant a long stretch of leisure time.
I'm bored. Plus, my latest crush is not working out, and although I try for nonchalance around him, I have a feeling I'm closer to transparent desperation. And who doesn't love that? I might as well write "LOVE ME!" on my forehead and roll around at his feet--it might be more appealing than what I actually am doing.
It's really awful. I hate having a crush almost as much as I hate not having crush.
I'm just never happy, am I?
